Perhaps I was born
with the wrong moon above me,
with an ancient ache in my blood
and a heart that remembers
things it has never known.
I think I belonged
where the gods still walked among mortals,
where Aphrodite rose from the sea
and taught the world
that beauty could be both blessing
and curse.
Where Persephone disappeared beneath the earth
and someone loved her enough
to mourn the seasons.
Where women wore silk like secrets
and lovers spoke in whispers
because some promises
were too dangerous for daylight.
Perhaps I was waiting for someone
long before I ever knew his name.
A sailor, perhaps—
salt upon his skin,
a compass at his waist,
returning from some distant shore
with my name hidden beneath his tongue.
He would find me beneath a moon
pale enough to make ghosts jealous,
and for one breath of eternity
the centuries between us
would disappear.
He would not ask where I had been.
He would simply look at me
as though he had spent a thousand nights
crossing black oceans
to find this one shore.
And I—
I would know him.
Not by his face,
but by the ache in my chest.
That strange, impossible recognition
of a soul you have never met
and somehow
have spent your whole life missing.
Perhaps that is what longing is—
not wanting what you have lost,
but remembering something
you were never allowed to keep.
Like Orpheus turning too soon.
Like Persephone tasting the pomegranate
and knowing she could never wholly belong
to either world again.
Like Aphrodite herself,
beautiful enough to be worshiped
and still condemned to know
that even the gods
cannot command a heart to stay.
And perhaps I carry
my own little pomegranate—
six red seeds of memory,
six promises I should never have made,
six reasons I keep looking toward
a horizon that has never brought you home.
The ribbon rests against my skin
like the final thread
of an old love letter.
Untied.
Waiting.
And somewhere,
in a temple forgotten beneath the sand,
perhaps a priestess still whispers
that our names were written together
long before we were born.
Perhaps the Fates laughed
when they separated us.
Perhaps they knew
I would spend this lifetime
feeling that something was missing.
Because I do.
I miss the hands
that have never touched me.
I miss the kiss
that exists only somewhere
between dream and memory.
I miss the man
I cannot name.
And sometimes,
when the night is very quiet,
I wonder if he is somewhere
beneath the same moon—
wondering why his heart
aches for a woman
he has never met.
So let the ribbon remain untied.
Let the old gods keep their silence.
Let the moon guard
what the centuries could not erase.
For some love stories
are not written in books.
They are buried in the blood—
waiting patiently
for two lost souls
to find each other again.
