Do I have something written on my forehead? Stupid ,green ??? I dont know either I cant see it . To be let down in 3 consecutive days is something rare but nonetheless it happened. These are not people I met and spoke 5 minutes to either . Irish must be so gullible . Guy 1 flip I cant remember his look see its not that important , Oh had to look at my whats app now I know I spoke to him 22nd Feb So over a month. Maggie he says I know this may sound weird but I have always loved the Idea of an older woman. I have never been with one. Dont think I am rude but you turn me on .... so the conversation went so made a date for Thursday .I had to go out and only got back to my whats app. 2 hrs later He had deleted me already .I dont know why Guy 2 Conversation got on well in fact we talked into the early hours of the next day Also infatuated with my age . He loved to hear my Irish voice so mostly voice notes Gave him my details the map actually etc. We were to meet at 7 so that past and i looked he had been on line . I asked if hes not talking anymore, Sorry I have to take my child to the hospital I replied fine. Then I realized thats not a civilized answer wrote hope all is ok. Oh they are booking her in . What can I say ,hope everything is ok. Well not another dickey bird from him . Needless to say he wasn't interested or got cold feet, I hope she is well anyway . So was up all night to watch the cricket and the rugby on saturday Needless to say I was shattered and square eyed, Then an Irish friend who I have been chatting forever it seems so out of the blue Sorry have been so busy but can we meet Was reluctant as I was bleary eyed ,thought ah shit live it up woman give up rugby ball and cricket ball for 2 other softer balls .I said yes will let him know 1 hr before he must come. Give the map and physical address . so told him at 6 ok you can be on your merry way . Guess what my battery is flat let me see if i can get leads ,what man doesnt have jumpers , Guess it wont ,mentioned the name of the car well my son has the same car ,dont bull shit me . Something better came up . So am I jinxed and dont forget my lover of over 4 yrs got married yesterday. Well better things around the corner I reckon.Do you . Please feel free to comment I am never to old to learn anything. . Mad Irish girl