So guys I have this question I’d like to ask, maybe I can get some explanation in the comments of my story.

Im fairly new to the pleasures of prostate massages/milking/orgasms.

The way I have tried by myself so far is as follows:

I do all the proper prep work like cleaning myself out. Anal douche and making sure I empty my bladder too.

Properly lubricate and relax myself down there.

I start off with fingers gently finding the prostate and massaging it for a few minutes. It feels so damn good and I do notice a lot of precum.

Then I move over to a prostate toy which is great.

I squeeze it tight with my butt hole and I can feel it pressing the prostate. After a while I end up fucking myself with the toy which eventually becomes quite wild. I can feel the urge to ejaculate and the urge to pee. I press quite hard like im forcing the pee out but it’s not piss. It’s a clear quite sticky liquid which kind of tastes like cum but isn’t. I hang on the verge of what seems like a massive orgasm but it never happens unless I jerk off my dick at the same time. Then it’s a massive ejaculation. If Im fingering my self at this moment I can feel my prostate becomes really hard and swollen.

It’s overall an amazing experience but I’d love to know how to have that totally hands free orgasm. without touching my dick at all. Is it really possible solo?

Your expert opinions would be greatly appreciated.