We have been speaking about the end which was coming soon due to other reasons. We were talking about ending things with a day and we wanted to try doggy style and have a foursome. We talked about maybe coming together again after his break and we talked about maybe just ending things clean cut. We talked about what we still wanted to do a lot but our chats got less and less after that day....

I said I wanted a meeting that same week. I didn't want to remember the accident, I wanted to remember him and the way he makes me feel. He said yes and we met at the guesthouse.

He got there after me and we met in the room. Time was limited so we started to strip. We kissed and I remembered the feeling of him. He put a condom on and entered me. He was careful the entire time, so sensual and paying attention to every sound I made. We took our time, enjoying each other's bodies with a new sense of discovery driving us along with the urgency to feel.

The alarm went off and he was sitting on the bed. I moved and sat with my back facing him when he came closer, brought his hand to my front and touched me. I snaked my hand behind his neck and drew him in to kiss me. He was behind me, he was at my neck, his hands were infront. He was surrounding me and that was the passion I was looking for. The passion where you can take each other no matter the position.

When we said goodbye, we did that with our mouths and we took our time still. In a way we maybe knew that it would be the last time we came together.

That Friday he talked about the end again, him saying I needed to meet with other guys. This is where I came to realize that I have feelings involved, because that message hurt.

I haven't stopped chatting to other guys and he knew that. The guys who showed interest would be too old or only interested in sex chats and then ghost. I didn't even know if I wanted to continue on the affair path and there he was saying that I needed to meet with others. I was angry and irritated.

I took time over the weekend to think things through and I couldn't get him out of my mind. On Monday I ended things the way we began, with a message. A clean cut with no hard feelings between us.

At the end, it was the right thing to do even though I still long for the feeling of him between my legs, his mouth and his sexy sultry voice saying my name and telling me how much he loves my wetness and warmth. We both knew what we were doing and we knew it could go nowhere. I enjoyed our time together and we talked about how the world disappears when it's just us together in a room.

It was an amazing experience. It was my first experience. It was unforgettable.

Thank you for reading and experiencing it with me.