It’s the sudden virtue of never knowing where I belong

That the feelings and anxiety of equal attraction is still considered wrong

Perhaps wrong is understating because where I’m from this comes with shun and absolute berating

Begs me to internalise and fight without the prize

The lows and highs

Of why I more than lust but yearn for the collapse of a dominant man with phallus nay cock in hand and labia or pussy to suck and lick til my innards are sick

To feel that cock gently at first then hard and fast until he can no longer last

Fill me with his seed as I pound that soft delicate pussy with fervour and greed

When shall I ever get to satisfy my ingratiated need

Misha 22 April 2024