Call it what you want, midlife crisis, late awakening, adventurous. Heck if I knew, but like so many 'straight married men' I have the uge, call it a need, to kneel and surrender my virgin mouth to an alpha cock.

I'm slightly shy, but not timid, submissive but not weak, adventurous but not reckless.

I'm married but alone in this exploration.

Let's chat and see where it goes