Forum Virgin
I have been a wife (twice) and business partner, even a PA, but I am still a mom, friend, acquaintance and colleague. I have put everybody's needs and wants before my own and I feel that I have missed out and been short-changed, for lots of reasons. My upbringing led me to believe that I had to do what was expected and "right" and family-business obligations of the last 25 years have masked and suppressed my dreams and desires.
I now want to live a little, laugh a lot and just have a good time, while finding ways of stilling my inherent curiosity about the "What If's" and the wondering, of not having been more adventurous in my youth.
A "mid-life crisis" - probably!
But, I think I deserve it and it is time for me to have my cake and eat it!!
I want to experience a bit of heaven on my way to hell!!
What am I looking for?
A special, intelligent and eloquent man - to talk to, share thoughts with and in time............ who knows, I might be prepared to throw caution to the wind, for him; with him.
"I'm selfish, impatient and possibly even a little insecure.
I make mistakes and at times, am out of control and hard to handle (= full of shit.)
But, if you cannot handle me at my worst,
Then, you sure as hell do not deserve me at my best!"
(Marilyn Monroe)
I want to swop the regular inattention of one for the infrequent attentiveness of another; to be intellectually and mentally engaged - even challenged; romantically stimulated and basically, ravished and swept off my feet - preferable flat onto my back!! This, by a man who knows who he is; what he wants and that ultimately, HE WANTS ME - in his life, in some way, when we both can be together.
Ek wil vlinders in my maag voel en dit laat bollemakiesie slaan, wanneer hy met my praat/sms/email/text. En dan, as hy met my kan wees, wil ek muisneste he en vir 'n paar ure, of selfs net 'n tydjie, weer voel hoe dit is om "verlief" te wees.
Ja toe............ek soek 'n rider op 'n witperd!! An iron horse will do!!!
