I have nothing to speak of but my self-and what can I say but what I feel so read if you want or leave.
Thus here is my tribute to certain *partners*
Here I am sitting at home *down and slightly depressed* a few weeks ago and I got to thinking and contemplating my life.
My life, in terms of the relationships I was in and am in.
To be specific, Most of my needs are being met. Well almost.
Instead of sitting wallowing in self pity or just sitting around wishing for the *right*person.
I had been playing/meeting with new people for a few months ,who also wanted/wants to do all the things I like doing.
I have found several wonderful partners who have filled the gap over the years. I am looking inward and developing the things that satisfy me.
What, or who, is satisfying me at the moment?
The beautiful Lynette.
My love My life.
My love for her, is unwavering.
She has graciously allowed me to play with who and how I want.
She is and will always remain a passion of mine.
My super HOT Kinky Play-partner XXXX.
Our play relationship started after a massage date.
The KINK chemistry was undeniable and he has been enlightening my kink life ever since.
What I like about him is he has a way of making it feel like an adventure for us both!
Not denying me anything I want to try.
Currently still looking for more people to fill certain little gaps onthe kinky side....I will always remain thinking they are out there somewhere!!! UNTILL I find them.
Past....
Mr XxXx.
There was no adjectives that could adequately describe him in his entirety.
In the beginning...
He took me to the places I've been too afraid to go to.
He read me like a book, and yet still found something new and intriguing for me to do in my strange plot and twists,with him.
He made me think. He made me believe in myself.
And then at the end of it all, he allowed me to feel safe to explore more and more,but he also unconfused me.
Mr XxXx LONG since passed away.
As my very first lover,he has introduced and helped me find the strength to be who and what I am sexually.
But he also broke me ...very badly.
Mr xxxx, who is till KICKING high...my, Long ago*mentor*
He put me back together again after breaking into little pieces,such a very LONG time ago when I've been searching for sanity and clarity of whom and what I was.
He has helped mold me into who I am today.
And through all the pain, tears, late night phone calls and lengthy dinner conversations guidance on playing safely… he has become family.
He helped me find the strength to be who and what I am sexually.
To him, I will be grateful for all time.
His *life light* is running down...but I will always love him...for who he is and was.
So there. My people who is/was awesome in my life.I hope to find a few more.
Who are and will you, Remember in YOURS???
Who is shaping your life of sexual development right now?
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Hey there, your story is written from the heart. It sounds like you really have a lot of people close to your heart, past and present. Have you been enjoying yourself lately?. How was your fare by the way? I unfortunately didnt make it. I still love looking at your pics you post everyday.
You asking about the KINK Pan-sexual fair?
that was a little disappointing for me ,from my view point, not what I expected at all. But for the *Leather Bears* who hosted it,it was nice and successful.
I am fine,and yeah I still have a few people close to winter is passing, I hope to start *living* it up again.
Have yourself a great day.
Warming the Bed
Interesting view of life and living your dreams and passions.
I am just curious to know what are the "little kinky gaps" you are talking about you need to fill?
Have a fun day!
Kinky gaps ..
I am a KINKY lady I need to play kinky games.
Not everyone is kinky thus not every one likes kinky games.
Most people are vanilla`s and would not understand *kinky* if it sat right in your face.
Only the really kinky people like myself will know and will understand what I mean.
They are the one`s I wait to make contact with me.
Make no mistake kinky people make contact, but their kink is not always my kink. Difficult just like finding a NSA friend with benefits. that suits you.
But that is life,we live it best we know how.
As we all evolve daily ,Who is shaping your life????
