So I've been checking things out and have come to a conclusion: I am expecting too much.
I was looking for sensual encounters, erotic sessions , but all I have found is like sex in a hurry. Banging, frenzied sex. Animalistic sex, "just gotta get it in" sex, "need to cum and cum now sex". Even the "it's not my girl so with fuck her hard" sex while in groups.
This is not what I wanted. I have had some encounters but with guys only (one on one) though, but the more I look at things the more I realise that I'm in the wrong place. Or is this how it goes? Am I expecting and wanting too much?
Even getting approached by people, couples especially chat to u like they gods gift and when one declines, they wonder why. Some people want to just use a person as a sex prop.
I sit and watch things unfold at private gatherings and think that maybe I'm just thinking the wrong way for wanting what I want. Excuse me if I'm rambling on senselessly.
Nice to have you back ^-^
Not topic orientated, sorry, but.....
I saw you and your partner had a *play date* event under the Events.
It looked interesting and nice and that you had over 72 attendees listed.
Soooo how was it?? or is this top Fora part of that experience??
Sorry to read that things are not going smoothly for you at the moment.
Hugs.
Business partner** well people click attend but are no shows or cancel. We had to cancel because of too little people and could not secure venue. BUT we had a private smaller get together and that was a freaking awesome!! Bit hectic for me lol
Eish Ms Skitty,
I forget sometimes that NOT everyone will knows that I meant a **business** partner, I always think people should already know this automatically due to us getting to know each other through the ,thanks for the correction though.
Now how about THAT!!! Typical...people always moan they cannot get venues to party,but when one is organized and you put up your name to attend,now one pays and then not shows.....sheesh!
Anyway I am glad those who attended enjoyed themselves.
Eish, why do I keep missing your parties. Please let me know when your next event is.
