This is to find out if my situation is unique. I am both exhibitionist and voyeur, and both are as enjoyable as the other, so no preference between the two.
I cannot discuss this with any of the usual people around me and definitely not with my kids. This situation cause me to be very lonely. Do other people have the same situation and how can it be handled?
This is my main reason for being on SH because I really hope to get to know others like me to at least be less lonely.