but I also hope it answers, what I think on the subject...
What is your thoughts on it??? Bunch of stuff in my head that's giving me a headache cause it's all tangled up in a crazy knot and won't untwist…to many thoughts to many ideas,sort of overcrowding and demanding attention.
So you guys have to forgive my ramblings today.
Somebody asked me a question about sexuality and how it relates to nudity and if being comfortable nude and loving your body makes you feel more sexual, etc.
I've got the question all mixed up in my head cause I didn't respond immediately.
I'm probably not even answering what was originally asked, but my mind immediately wandered so…
Really, it doesn't matter what was originally is just my wandering thoughts.
I guess my mind went, first, to how nudity isn't all that sexual for me.
I'm much more comfortable nude when it's not a sexual thing.
When I just wander my house or lay in the sun nude or whatever… Then it's just casual, non-sexual nudity.
Seeing someone walking around nude or lounging around the house with nothing on isn't a turn on for me. It's all kind of dangling and in your face and so blatant- and – while it can be totally comfortable to me – it's not sexual or sexy.
Could be that I see FAR to many nude people(men in particular)That I can look at a nude person and NOT really see anything.
It's all right there and too fast. Too easy.
Foreplay is sexy to me.
A hard on through jeans that you have to unbutton, unzip and reach inside to see and feel.
That groan inducing feel of soft flesh stretched taut and engorged after you've wanted it for awhile, after you've felt it grind against your hip through denim for long enough that you're starved for it.
The way a bra feels when it comes undone.
That first slide of skin on skin when you've been aching for it.
That reach down the front of a woman's jeans to find her damp and swollen inside them.
Unveiling is hot to me. Build up is sexy.
Then my perving self just JUMPS out of me....I perv and drool!!!!!
I don't need fancy garter belts or sexy nighties. I don't need props; leather pants or any of that 'dom-wear' I have plenty of that,and make use of it when I feel like it.
I do find a man to be sexier in boxer briefs than strolling around with his penis bobbing.
I find a woman in panties and a half buttoned man's work shirt far more sexy than sprawled in your face I am talking *genitals* wide open and showing you HOW her day starts and her tomorrow ends.
Does that mean I'm not comfortable with my body? With anyone's body?
I don't think so.
I'll admit I often get to feeling pressured when I'm around a lot of sexual people who are nude.
But it's not because I don't feel comfortable with myself or sexy myself, not because I feel a need to hide or anything.
It's not the nudity.
It's the feeling of having their sexuality forced upon me when I don't feel sexual toward them.
Of being made to feel my casual, easy nudity and comfort is suddenly sexual.
I'm so totally babbling. I told you guys my thoughts are in a knot.
Not that they're hugely important or anything.(My thoughts that is)
I just found myself dwelling and irked cause I couldn't sort out what I was thinking,and how to answer.
I guess what it comes down to is this…
Sex is sex and nudity isn't sex and while I'm comfy with nudity I'm not all that comfy with nudity being hugely sexual to everyone else.
And I find a frenzied, half naked make out session that results in clothes being stripped from the body to reveal those sexy bits you want to see far more arousing than straight nudity.
Even when I'm alone you'll find me masturbating with my shirt half open and my panties pushed to the side more often than fully nude.
Cause to me that it's sexy. It's hungry.
It's a build up.
And it's oh so back seat-of-the-car, high school hot.
Okay. Done babbling. I feel better.
You guys are likely blinking and thinking 'what the Fuck was THAT?
But that's ok.
It's all about me,and my thoughts but I also hope it answers, what I think on the subject...
What is your thoughts on it???
but I also hope it answers, what I think on the subject...
What is your thoughts on it??? 
