Its taken me a long time to get myself to put my life in writing. Somehow I feel its the best way to deal with any issues you might have and most importantly to move forward positively. This is the journey which I have come through and ultimately made me the person I am today...... The Journey of a silent whore............ My whole life I have been in search of something, something greater than just being me. Coming from a very high class family, to wanting to be a submissive whore who is being owned 100 % by a Master willing to have His way with me. I was called many things amongst other, an over indulged egotistic bitch who wants everything on a silver platter, but life moulds you, shapes you in what you want to become, being owned stems from being exposed as of a young age to being obedient and to follow orders no matter the cost and ultimately staying silent about it. Yes I was young, knew that being exploited was wrong, but nothing stopped me from ending it then and there, what was I thinking? I liked it, I liked being told what I should do, I liked the thought of an older man demanding me to do things, things which I became obsessed with at a later stage, yet still being silent about it all. While on this journey of self discovering and searching for something beyond just being me, my prospective Master found me on a site I have been visiting for a while. There was nothing dominant about Him to begin with, He made me feel very comfortable to converse with, He was very polite and very honest which was a huge turn on for me. He accepted the fact that I am new to this lifestyle and agreed to train me to become a proper whore. A whore that is 100% submissive to her Master. He advised me to think carefully about what I want and need from this lifestyle so that I can get an idea what was in stall for me and the more I read and thought about it, the more I became fascinated in wanting to be owned by a Master. Being owned by a Master, has taught me first and foremost to be respectable in every way towards our relationship. A relationship that is purely expressing our deepest and wildest fantasies and making it a reality as this is what I am ultimately living for from now on.............My prospective Master will be referred to as Sir. Sir is a very sensual, attractive, witty individual with a very strong personality, yet He has a soft, caring and loving side which brings out correct balance for being a Master, an art which Sir has Mastered. I am forever grateful to my prospective Master. Thank you Sir, for choosing me for evaluation and ultimately serving You.... I am your Big Beautiful Whore! I welcome myself profoundly to this life!!