"Did she confuse you a little?"

Hell, she even confused herself......

She was a walking contradiction in every sense.

But SHE, She knows who She knows herself........

THE REAL HER........

She keeps much of herself hidden away. But when she pours herself out to someone, she lets her total self spill out........

Even SHE doesn't understand herself at times. But she accepts it........

She's always been strong. Strong for herself and for others. Protecting and taking no bullshit. Not accepting less......

 Yet, she was like fragile glass that can break in your hands when she's really hurt and broken.......

She spoke her mind and was outgoing, yet when making plans, she intends to be the shy and mysterious kind that always keeps you guessing to what to come next......

She spoke up for herself and for others, and would rip you speechless........

Yet she is very understanding and let things slide time and time again....

All this hellfire of a strong personality would make you think she was that way in the bedroom.......

But she was the exact opposite.........

She was passionate, raw and open, and would rather be tied or chained down being dominated- taken to places no one would beleive, than being the aggressor....... 

She craved it, needed it, it was part of her. It was the one place she didn't have to manage daily life and be strong for everyone........

She was kindhearted and sweet......

But when she felt taken advantage of or wronged, she became cold as the arctic winds, and she was overcome with a soundless of silence....... You'll know something is wrong when she is quiet.......

She is smart and well read, yet naive in some aspects.......

She lookes for the best in everyone, even when they wronged her or someone she cares about, giving more chances than they deserved........

Yet when crossed enough times, she cut ties, stopped talking, and walked away.....

Some bridges burned never to be crossed again. And she was totally fine with that. When she's done, she's done........

She is so strong willed, yet she is so very sensitive......

Over thinking and over feeling everything......

She loves plunging black dresses that showed enough to make your mouth grin, wearing her favorite heels, and wearing her silver backdrop necklace that ended halfway down her back making you slip your fingers down to trace it-making your way to the small of her back.......

Yet She loves wearing her sweats, t-shirts, and flip-flops everyday, until it got too cold to not wear them anymore.....

She loves the calm and classic side of life just as much as the busy day to day reality side of life......

She is well spoken, mannerly, and lady like... yet cursed, spoke like a sailor, and laughed at inappropriate humor........👩‍💼👩‍🎤🤬😂🤩

So you see, she contradicts herself in so many lyrical ways. She doesn't understand it sometimes herself.......

But she accepts how she is...

You're the rare lucky one who gets the chance to know her, and you will like all her parts that make up the complicated mosaic of poetic artwork she is...... 

One may view her as a chaotic mess.......

You just see her as a Beautiful Little Angel with Dark Wings.... 💫🌟👼

INOCENT UNTILL PROVEN GUILTY.....

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