Im a married white guy who has always been turned on by crossdressing but have done nothing more than that.

Now looking to take the next step - to have sex with a man, dressed as a girl. To become the girl in the scenario.

Looking for a clean white guy who can host daytime in Pretoria, someone who can take the lead and show me the ropes. Ideally you would be into a crossdresser / sissy and find it as a turnon. A guy dressed in skimpy lingerie of your choosing - a tight, extra small lace thong with my manhood tucked away to look like a girl. A matching bra and thigh high stockings. Girly perfume or deodorant and lipgloss or lipstick. Can also wear a wig if you can supply that. I already fantasize about being dressed up like this, nervously walking out towards you, feeling my heart beat fast, feeling like a nervous but excited girl, about to have her first experience with a man. To see and feel his cock getting hard and making him cum.

If you are interested in this, can host and are serious, please let me know. I dont want anything in return, just to experience this. Couples also welcome